In the pooper

Sometimes I wonder why I even try. Why do I apply for jobs? Why do I make plans? Why do I try to get into school? Nothing ever works out like it is supposed to. I, of course, didn't pass the math section of the compass test. I feel stupid. I always think I understand what I am doing, yet never actually do. I am depressed thinking I won't get into to nursing. How am I supposed to help provide for my family and make them proud of me, if I can't even pass a damn math test? I am going to go waller in my self pity now.