Slowly it is becoming clear that I will be attending college. For real. This is no joke. Me, almost 27 years old, people phobia havin', forgetful, procrastinating Christine. I MUST, absolutely MUST succeed this time. No excuses, no boo hooin. It's time I do something with my life. This crap of being a loser is getting old. I need to be the woman my kids think I am, the woman Josh and the kids deserve. I want to do good for others. I can, scratch that. I WILL do this. I have to. My babies are growing up and need me to help take care of them.